Burnt Out

Ugh. It's one of those days. Financially insecure and I'm tired of my job right now. I feel like my career is going nowhere. I'm still stuck in this rut and I can't get out of it. I guess it's time to look for a part-time job again...but then I don't want to kill myself all over for the third time. Sometimes I wonder why my hard work isn't paying off. I'm worth so much more than this. I could be doing something I love and getting paid a handsome amount of money for it...but what?

I'm so frustrated. I'm hoping for a magic lamp so I could wish my troubles away and get out of here, but instead I'll grab the newspaper.

Bah.