PIty moment

A friend once told me, "Noel...your feelings betray you." He was talking about my comic in particular. Now, what he said can be taken in different ways, but I'm beginning to see what he was talking about. The character, Eli is fashioned after myself and the story is created the way I see myself in real life. It's pathetic, I know.

Eli's accomplishing what I've failed at so many times. There's always someone whom we think's going to make us feel real special. Someone who makes us feel like we're the only one that matters to them in that light. It doesn't matter now, I guess. I am, after all, just another number.

Eli's always going to be a friend first and foremost...which is all I'm ever going to be. Well at least for right now, Eli's happier than I am.